Things to remember:

I made this list because whenever my low self-esteem or my insecurities get at me…

I know,,, it’s sad right?

After all of the stuff in the past that happened, it really is hard for me trust or “don’t worry” about something or someone in particular… I can trust the guy except I can’t trust the people around him. I trusted Benny, I trusted Ontet, and I greatly trusted Pio… But boys will always be boys… Will get anything they can get…Will take anything they can take… Will pretty much hook up with anyone they can…All without thinking about the person that cared the most and realize that what they did wrong, later.

Then I met Max….

He’s everything I asked for.

He’s the guy who calls me beautiful instead of hot (although in certain situation he would call me ‘hot’) ;) . He’s the guy who calls me back when i hang up on him, who layed under the stars and he’s the one that would listen to my heartbeat, the one who will stay awake just to watch me sleep. He would kiss my forehead and wants to show me off to the world when I’m in sweats, the one who holds my hand in front of his friend, who really thinks that I’m just as pretty without make up on and he would constantly show me of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have me… he would say “I love you” in front of gazillion people and not be embarrassed…and lastly he’s the one who would turns to his friends and says, “that’s her”…

The cute stuff he would actually do:

1. Carry my purse
2. Open the door for me
3. Write a note for me that says “I Love U Pucca”
4. Write “Pupsik”, “Ya tibya leblu” and draw hearts all over my task board at work
5. Volunteer at my work place just so he can see me and spend time with me
6. Get his license to be my “personal driver”
7. Get checked for me
8. Take me to “O”rlando hahahhah :D
9. Make me laugh
10. He knows how to make me smile when I’m feeling down
11. Sniffs my hair, my cheek and my neck
12. Got mad at the waitress that had us wait for hours to get our food on my birthday
13. Hug me from behind
14. Pull me and hug me tight
15. Play with my hair
16. His “serious” face
17. Act like a little kid when he wants something
18. Dance with me although he can’t dance :)
19. Whine because he is hunnnnnggggrry
20. Drive me to astroburger to have late late dinner ;)
21. Clean up my mess after I hit the jakpot (threw up)
22. Change my clothes when I’m terribly drunk
23. Stay with me until I fall asleep
24. Watch me till I fall asleep

and the list to be continued…