I guess I'm just stupid
how can a 21 yr old like me think about marriage?
oh gosh I can't even believe I just said "marriage"
see i just said it again!
yes call me crazy since i talk about marriage..
i really need to stop saying the M word.
maybe this is just because
i dont want to lose Max
i really don't
many times i've said in my previous journals about how or what will my opinion or feelings be about current guy. example. "I wonder what he'll be like in 5 yrs" or something...and everytime i write something like that the guys would change or actually just dissappear out of my life.
but no
not Max
He's too caring, polite, nice, loving, funny, dorky, etc.
there's so many good things about him that made me truly and honestly love him.
because of him, i know what love is
i know what the Corinthians were talking about
1 Corinthians 13:4-8,13
Love is patient,
love is kind.
It does not envy,
it does not boast,
it is not proud.
It is not rude,
it is not self-seeking,
it is not easily angered,
it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects,
always trusts,
always hopes,
always perseveres.
Love never fails.
And now these three remain: faith, hope and love.
But the greatest of these is love.
You see all of those characteristics of love?
yes, Max have shown me ALL of them.
ALL.
So how can I let him go if he's the one who showed me and taught me what love is?
and he loves me unconditionally :)
as i love him unconditionally
Where else can i find a cute guy like Max with that characteristic.
After this (but i truly and honestly hope he will be my last)
I, Magdalena Wieske Kolopita Rumambi...will not settle for less
after all the heartbreaks, backstabs, drama, betrayal, "fun" that we both went through separately in the past, we have come in conclusion that we're both..
DESERVE EACHOTHER
I will try my hardest and my bestest to make this work and let God do the rest.
I am sure He sent Max to/for me for a reason.
I pray for His guidance in this relationship.
as of right now,
the only thing that is clear to me is that...
I AM MADLY IN LOVE WITH MAKHSUDZHON RUSTAMOVICH KARAEV!
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