ULTIMATUM!

what the hell right?!
ultimatum???
Ok let me tell you the story...
last night i was pissed because max went clubbing out of nowhere and without me...
and now im pissed because he does not want to sleepover and volunteer on monday~!
i mean WHY NOT?! he's the one that wanted it at first...
He said that he wants to take care of me especially now that everyone is gone and im by myself and im getting sick by the day! :( the least i could have is him by my side...
i tried to convince him to sleepover when he finally said "beb you know i hate arguing right? and if we argue once again you know that i'm done...thats it...and i mean it"

"I'm done...that's it...and i mean it"

and I thought..."he's going to break up wid me?" I dont want to be like Roxy, where he was pursuing her seriously until she talks with other guys...and I know Max will not like the girl once he doesn't like her...so i was freaking out when he said that! I didn't want to argue and i can only agree with him that we will talk about it on sunday...

I honestly don't want to lose him~ and I don't know how I'll be like if I ever lose a great guy like him... I just don't want to

once again i feel like crap and my heart was aching because I wanted him to know how i feel without arguing :( and so,

I cried myself to sleep.